A Mother's Love




 

Jillian is one of the incoming freshmen college student. She was offered a scholarship program from her province to study in the City. Their province offered yearly to those students who cannot afford to continue going to College. 

 

One day, her mother told that she will be boarding at the house of her aunt Margaret. But Jillian did not like it because her aunt Margaret is a very strict person. So, she wants to rent in a dormitory. But her mother Laura worried so much, thinking if she can afford of paying her daughter's dormitory because if not, her daughter will be very anger at her. 

 

Jillian was very happy because she knows that she can do whatever she wants and do everything freely. And no one will scold wherever she goes. Now that her mother approved that she will be staying in a dormitory while studying in the City. The next morning Laura prepared their breakfast and she was very happy seeing her daughter with so much joyful while approaching her. And Jillian told her mother not to accompany her anymore of going to the City because she will be with her so called trusted friend. Laura wanted to accompany her daughter to make sure that she will be in a good and safe place but she did not contest what her daughter said. She understands her daughter and she want to give everything what makes her happy. 


to be continued... 


I originaaly wrote this story  last April 09,2019 

Point of View : Law of Life

 

 Dreaming is indescribable, hard to explain it, but somehow the only things you have to do is trust and believe on yourself because dreams is like an empty box and full of mysteries. And it is on your hands to unleash the secrets behind the box.

We create our dreams that bringing us to an imaginary place that full of mysteries where we can turn the impossible to possible. What a wonderful, beautiful, that sometimes it brings us nearest to what we have longed for and closer to reality.

Indeed, a very powerful magic is it. I can't help myself to create new found ideas and manage it through my own dreams, and through my wildest imaginations that penetrates into my mind that I have been dreaming for come so real.

However, for many years of experience I have always this on my mind tried many times which is my mantra of life, the Law of mind is also the law of belief

The Law of mind is also the law of belief is about mind over power. Always think the positive way because the state of mind brings success and negative state of mind brings failure. Always tell it to yourself that when you make a dream always believe, it will come true. Believe what you dream about for yourself, plan what you want to become, (a successful nurse, an architect, an engineer, a doctor, or a teacher, writer, business). Because we all have different dreams, specific plans, hopes for our future. But the question, are you putting steps in place to reach your goals? Everything happens for a purpose, when you want to achieve something put all your best to achieve.

Everyone does it. We all dream about the perfect future. We dream about things that we truly hope to happen. Dreams are such sweet things, when we feel lonely or sad, we can just imagine about our dreams, and suddenly everything will be okay.

Never let your negative outlook of life governs your success because a person who always thinks failure are those who are low self acceptance, low self-confidence and worse they don't even trust to themselves ability.

I just remember the things happened to me, I was trapped, somewhere within my own thoughts. I was caught in a world of torture and pain, and in a world that you're being stuck in a state of mind that you can't seem to get yourself out. It was like a way ferry-wheel experience, where I nowhere to find myself and worse I lost to dream. In just one mistake, mistake that I never intended to happen for my own sake and yet I have been judged by many.

The unacceptable thought of mine trap my happiness, afraid to be defeated by myself and everything seems to be blurry. And it, feels like the world is against me, trying to fall me down. I was not born to become a perfect person, but I am only human who were trapped, and keep on battling those negative forces inside me. Have you heard the famous song 'Let It Go by Idina Mendel'.

“The perfect girl is gone, I don’t care what they’re going to say..Let it go..Let it go..” The songs really inspired me a lot to let it go all my frustration, hatred, sadness, angs, bitterness and everything, because I am not perfect and the perfect they knew is gone.

Until one day, I woke up and realized something that ‘I am still young' and ‘I can still change my future'. There's a lot of things I've missed from those days that I choose to be alone and trap my happiness. I've learned to choose the other side, to continue living with a positive outlook in life. I gained myself acceptance and trust myself.

Now is the new beginning, I can now set my goals to meet all my dreams and be the best person I could be. I am back again to get stayed on track of my dreams. That was of the big hit of mine and I know there will still challenges comes on my way. Though, in order to pass all the challenges, we need something to push us into action to bring out the best in me or the best you can do.

Never let the past ruined your future. Always take the risk because you will never know when the chances may come again. Surreal, when dreams are already in your hands grasp it and hold it tightly and don't let others take it away from you. Because opportunities are rare and it won't come again, but when it comes again hold it tight.

Whenever you make mistakes do not blame yourself and become the hindrance to achieve all your dreams instead make it a lesson. A good lesson to achieve success is experience. Everything is possible when you believe you can, and never afraid to try again. TRY. TRY. TRY. AJA! “Kaya mo yan” (you can do it)

I considered myself luckier than those people who were truly in the midst of fighting their problems. Because everything happens for a purpose and this challenges in life teaches us to become a better person and be mature enough to focus.

“God never promised us that life would be fair, but He did promise, that He will take what's meant your harm and use it to your advantage.”

When you feel like giving up, just hold on to your dreams because good things comes to those who wait. To make the things possible the impossible learn to trust yourself, do not dwell and stop mistrusting yourself. If you don't believe and trust in yourself, who will still believe and trust you? The right formula to success is only within ourselves. We are responsible to create our dreams, the ability to live enthusiastic, be optimistic and always claim victory.

This is the story of my dream, I will never be tired on chasing them. Soon everything that my heart's desire to achieve everything will fall apart in the right time. I will put everything the best I can, to achieve the success what my heart's dream of. With the proper guidance by the Almighty Heavenly Father, I believe I can do it.

Love Much,

Aimee